I don�t know exactly to whom but I do pray sometimes. Once after a ride to the market I always shop in, I was thinking if someday I am suppose to strike a child let me be dead the day before that.

It was rainy today like all days in this time of year in pune. I was not fast, just about to park to get some fruit.
Suddenly a little boy jumped forth without a look to his right side from which I was coming. I turned the bike and at the same time pushed the brake hard.
I fell on my right hand. It was not my first time that I was falling with this motorbike and like the past two times I was not hurt. The thing I didn�t want to know was what could have happened if I was just a little faster.

Accident is never something that you say �I prefer� but I prefer to get hurt that way. What? no, I�m not tolerant of wounds and pain at all. And like Doc. Martin have a �minor blood issue� too. I�m actually a joke for those who know me in this field. But body getting hurt is much easier than the responsibility and pain of hurting someone else, especially a child.

That�s one of the reasons for I�m against execution. It�s not always about �every criminal is actually a victim, so let�s cure them� and even not always about �we can not get the society right by erasing the problem but by solving it� which is indeed true, but sometimes they just don�t deserve it.

A man who is responsible for the death of two hundred people does not worth ding. This man does not deserve to get rid of what he did this soon.

I wish I was the judge in that court, and sentenced him to an empty room, where he should spend the rest of his life in silence.

I would check him every year, to see if he is in a pain I expected. Having done such a thing in the past where you don�t have anything to hush your inner voice must be pestilent.

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Nikahang: Akbar Mohammadi; another victim of Evin prison

and take this from me; we will never forget him, we will never forgive you.

Painting: Pain