One of my hobbies is going through book stores, and watch and some times read a few pages of books.
A big but cozy room full of books is my dream, with a comfortable chair and a fire place (this one is not the most necessary, but better be) and a window through which I can watch snow fall. It’s killing me that I haven’t seen the snow for almost three years now! If I leave India after this course that would be the number one reason.

I was saying… most of the times I just watch the books.. sometimes get tempted, and buy one or two…thinking to myself, think of the time you have to shift again, this will be just a weight then. But if it is about art history, I can’t pass for sure.

But is that all? What else I want of my life? Do I wish to be in love? Sure! But besides the drama queen who comes out of her cage when I like someone, another problem is that I want most of my time to be mine. Especially if in such a reading-room I could be. I need some time for my paintings too.. and yes, some on line time as well. So there won’t remain much of the free time for the poor guy. It’s not the company actually, preparing for it is the real trouble. That’s why I’m such a big fan of John Lennon. Apparently even eyebrow waxing wouldn’t be that necessary!

But seriously, how bad is if someone doesn’t know exactly what she wants in the beginning of her 30s?




Ps: I often think; but how Yoko Ono survived loss of such a beautiful man with such a beautiful nose?

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